What the Future holds for us

It is so amazing to believe how small things sometimes affect the Big Decisions. There is nothing wrong from your side, you have a Heart, you have emotions, there is nothing wrong from my Side as well......but there are impressions and perceptions. My heart is full of love for you overflowing from the Brim....I can't even begin to describe my feelings.  I have often tried to put words to the intensity of emotions that overwhelm me when I am in thoughts of you.....

I do not know when it happened, may be it is still happening. The moment I knew you were the person I wanted to grow old with. It was slow, gradual, and then all at once, it just happened. I woke up one morning and there was a new Freshness, an unknown Zeal, a beautiful Vision. What would be more satisfying, loving her or being loved....

My soul literally felt connected to yours...... I was a part of you, and you were a part of me. And to my surprise, this feeling continued to get stronger. Every thought in my mind pertained to you. 

I am pretty terrible at expressing these feelings. I struggle to make you know, really know, how I feel about you. And it breaks my heart. I wish you could see yourself the way that I see you. I wish you could comprehend the infinite times a day I think of you and smile. Loving someone is not about what the other person is, it is about what you see in her.

It is difficult for me to express, because it is not something I have ever felt before. It is not something I have ever let myself feel before. But with you, none of my safeguarding mechanisms could keep you away. You tore through my crevasses and touched me where i was the most Vulnerable.

I may not have all the answers, and I most certainly am going to make mistakes. But if there is one thing that I can promise you, without any doubt in my mind, is that I have every intention of spending every single day loving you.